The tears surprise her, but she doesn't try to hide them. Doesn't bother wiping them away when the first one rolls down her cheek. If there's anyone she doesn't have to hide her tears from right now, it's Kate.

"I thought I could control it. That I could manipulate him long enough to keep us all alive. I thought it wouldn't touch me, that it was just physical pain that I could endure. But it was more than that. We survived, I know that and I know that I had to let him do what he did, but...it still hurts."